I just needed to say hey.
By now there's so many things i would've told you.. And i know you would be so proud of me.. I feel like you never got to see me grow up and become so strong. You always used to tell me i would be so strong when i got older because of all the hell i have and still go through.. but i never really thought about it like i have lately. You taught me alot. You were wise. As funnny as that may seem you were.. you usually always knew what you were talking about. haha. But i want you to see me.. I know you do. but it's not the same. by now i would've talked your ears off the past few months. it seems like things may be starting to become normal again. i'm so proud of momma and daddy. you always told me there would be a day when they would wake up and realize. but i really didn't believe you, i guess i didn't have faith and hope quite like you. but everything you told me, about family and just how everything would work out is finally coming around. i don't like it like this though. i want you to be here to see it all work out. iloveyousomuch. you're not supposed to be gone, and that's what hurts me the most.
the only thing that keeps me going, is knowing i'll see you again someday<3
Please look over me. Please look over everyone that needs you right now. We saw Qwinton in walmart the other night.. Dear God it was hard seeing him. i miss him.. it's hard not being around yall all day everyday. but iloveyou. and iloveyourfamily.
They mean so much to me.
i gotta go now. School tomorrow.. i hate school.
I'll talk to you later.
iloveyou and missyou more and more everyday!
shine on! :)
iloveyouforever!